defeated

在那一刻，我看到，我感受到。

我敗給眼淚。

不停，不停。

哭了，笑了，鬧了。一整晚。

在喝酒半清醒的狀態，看得卻是最清楚。

我認了。罵了。念了。但從沒可憐自己。

把為甚麼都問了。

把答案也都想了。

我怎麼了。

現在比較清醒了。昨晚那麼堅強的我，又離開我了。

I recognised my mistakes, I admitted to my mistakes, I told myself to move on.

But somehow I feel that, now, I have woken up to continue my mistake, to be a living mistake and maybe even living could be a mistake.

Take me to somewhere. Somewhere.

It's time for Disneyland!