好想摀住耳朵 不想不看 不想聽誰說

It would be nice..

Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me

So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice

Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
To be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yes, that would be so nice
Shouldn't we, you and me?
I can see it will be nice..

真的愛情不需要保證

幾場

今天又到了幾場。

這個地方感覺上好像太熟悉了。

來來往往的人好多，在幾場送走了好多朋友，也迎接了好多朋友。

每次踏入幾場，不管是送朋友，自己要出國，還是剛回到新加坡，感覺上我的生命即將改變。一個很奇妙的感覺，一個很奇怪的感覺。

在幾場時常露出好多依依不捨的感覺。

不要分開，不要回來。

好喜歡去幾場，好不喜歡去幾場。

看來好友又走了，我的心情又好亂了。

嗨。

下一次到幾場，應該是送我媽去美國的時候吧。嗨。

這個新的一年

今年新年剛好是在二月十四情人節..
所以除了拜年，也和朋友們一起渡過了。

比起往年，今年開心多了。或許是性格變了，或許是因為陪我一起渡過新年的朋友，或許是一切吧。

暖暖的心渡過新年，感覺蠻好的。我會好好收藏今年的回憶，記住世上是有溫暖的真心。

很感謝我所遇到的人。:) 連燕姿都參與我今年的回憶哦！哈哈！

Mummy! =S

Sms to Mum: I will be rushing my report with my friend tonight, so I will either be home late, or maybe even tomorrow morning. Will be at blah blah blah..

Mum's reply: Sure you need to rush cos you watch too many shows.

Point to note: Do not eat supper and watch video at the same time in front of her anymore.

Emails

From disliking emails, I've evolved to be reliant on emails.

From the occasional checking of email, to a regular weekly checking followed by daily checking and now, several times hourly - emails are driving me mad!

On desktops, laptops, iPod..anywhere where I can check emails, I find myself clicking on it to see if there is any work to be done. Am I obsessed?

Used to read every email immediately to keep myself updated, but now, I read selectively because there is just so many things to be noted and to be done.

Is email killing me??

最後的代價會只是一句“傻瓜”

Dad and Shayna

When Shayna, my one year old niece, refused to eat something:

my dad: poo boh, blah blah blah....

cousin: aiyo later she learn what you say.

And when my dad fed her again and she refused to swallow the food although she put it in her mouth:

my dad: gan ni nah, blah blah blah.

me: =,=

A new day, a new week

I wake up to find myself to the start of a bright and sunny day.

Inside me, nothing is bright, nothing is sunny.

For now, all I wish for, is just to wake up to a day with neutral feelings. I don't even want to wish for happiness, because it is too far away. I just want to have no un-happiness.

Why? How I wish I can wish for happiness...

簡單愛

血

昨晚稍微的割到手指，原來那麼小的一個傷口是會流那麼多血的。

看著血一滴接一滴的從手指落下，也沒有想要停止傷口流血的意思，好奇怪的感覺。原本也不想要麻煩別人，就給它流吧。

沒感覺，應該是因為傷口比較深吧。

太深了，是否會留下疤痕呢？

彩色

Anger

B: Do you ever get angry?

Me: uhhh... I guess I do get pissed.

B: Cos your voice is so soft... so do you yell or anything when you're angry?

Me: Well... I guess I avoid yelling. I will just keep quiet.

B: Oh silent anger..even more scary.

Haha. Just a few hours ago I have forgotten how it felt to be angry.

Now, I'M FUCKING PISSED and just cannot come to terms with things.

Ok, keep quiet. Just bury everything.

幸福

每個人都有應得到的幸福，每個人都有幸福的權利。

相信有一天，我也會找到我的。

Fulfilling final week of jan!

A crazy week...

On top of the usual slacking, facebook-ing

• Started building bears again
• Research assistant job resumes
• Projects
• CCA stuff
• Meals with many, many people
• JB x 2 times
• Photoshoot
• Attempts to attend more lessons (well at least I attended one Science lecture out of the two)
• Birthday party
• Sewing
• Got a little more addicted to charmed and subjected to withdrawal symptoms when I realise that I may not have time to watch one episode on each day

But I had fun packing all my time together I guess. And of course, in every outing with friends, I get warmth, love and joy, and get laughed and mocked at no matter which group of people I go out with. :| well well, so long as everyone's happy! =)

Welcome February, I hope you'll bring love and joy please. *crosses finger*