A new day, a new week

I wake up to find myself to the start of a bright and sunny day.

Inside me, nothing is bright, nothing is sunny.

For now, all I wish for, is just to wake up to a day with neutral feelings. I don't even want to wish for happiness, because it is too far away. I just want to have no un-happiness.

Why? How I wish I can wish for happiness...

簡單愛

血

昨晚稍微的割到手指，原來那麼小的一個傷口是會流那麼多血的。

看著血一滴接一滴的從手指落下，也沒有想要停止傷口流血的意思，好奇怪的感覺。原本也不想要麻煩別人，就給它流吧。

沒感覺，應該是因為傷口比較深吧。

太深了，是否會留下疤痕呢？

彩色

Anger

B: Do you ever get angry?

Me: uhhh... I guess I do get pissed.

B: Cos your voice is so soft... so do you yell or anything when you're angry?

Me: Well... I guess I avoid yelling. I will just keep quiet.

B: Oh silent anger..even more scary.

Haha. Just a few hours ago I have forgotten how it felt to be angry.

Now, I'M FUCKING PISSED and just cannot come to terms with things.

Ok, keep quiet. Just bury everything.

幸福

每個人都有應得到的幸福，每個人都有幸福的權利。

相信有一天，我也會找到我的。

Fulfilling final week of jan!

A crazy week...

On top of the usual slacking, facebook-ing

• Started building bears again
• Research assistant job resumes
• Projects
• CCA stuff
• Meals with many, many people
• JB x 2 times
• Photoshoot
• Attempts to attend more lessons (well at least I attended one Science lecture out of the two)
• Birthday party
• Sewing
• Got a little more addicted to charmed and subjected to withdrawal symptoms when I realise that I may not have time to watch one episode on each day

But I had fun packing all my time together I guess. And of course, in every outing with friends, I get warmth, love and joy, and get laughed and mocked at no matter which group of people I go out with. :| well well, so long as everyone's happy! =)

Welcome February, I hope you'll bring love and joy please. *crosses finger*