Tuesday, January 5, 2010

It's already 5/1/10!

新的一年,已經第五天了。
也快要回到現實了。多五天就要回到新加坡。是很期待,但也帶了好多其他的心情。
回去就要面對這一個月所逃避的工作。好多,好多。似乎玩的太過火了啦。

新的開始,請你放了我,請我放了我。
我要美好的日子。

多五天!我就能看到屬於我自己的!好想念大家!

Friday, January 1, 2010

2008 - 2009, and 2010 now.

In these 2 years, I lived life.
I travelled, I worked, I played.
I had the best, and the worst experiences ever in my life.
I felt the happiest, and also the lousiest ever.
I lost some, but I gained a lot.
I had some of what may be the biggest changes in my life ever, and I have met some of the greatest people in my life ever.

Seriously, I had a very.. i would say, enriching, very valuable, very insightful and very important 2 years which account largely for the changes in me.

Now dawns 2010, a total unknown I would say.
I stand alone, facing whatever 2010 might bring to me.
I am expecting to graduate in 5 months time, unless I fail a module in the coming semester.
I am expecting that I do not intend to find a job and instead, find some lame excuse for me to slack till my planned trip to Bangkok and commencement.
I am expecting that my anti-social behaviour is not going to lead me to anywhere good...
I am expecting to hide in my comfort zone this year instead of exploring. (but seriously i would hate myself if i really really end up only in my comfort zone)
I am expecting that I will have more downs than ups.
I am expecting that I will not have as many traveling chances anymore, unlike in the past 2 years.
I am expecting that...2010 might not be a good year.

Shit. A bad start. Haha. A bad nosebleeding start already, what's more to expect.
On a more optimistic note, maybe something good in 2010 is that I expect 2010 to teach me what really, is reality. Hmph.

New Year resolution

Get iPod touch out of my hands when I drink, if not I will spam my own facebook and blog.
It's 12.15pm now, and this is gonna be my 5th post in the new year.

2010

Hello 2010. I woke up doing some math in my head. For some reason. Haha.
6 years.
That comes down to 6x365+2 extra days because of leap years=2192 days.
2192 days = 52608 hours = 3156480 minutes = 189388800 sec = approximately 1/3 of my life as of now.

Did 2009 end? Will 2010 be a continuation or a start? hmmm.. -drunk- haha.
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2009 wasn't a glamourous end. Haha. And 2010 is a nosebleeding start for me. That's the first thing that happened to be when I woke up.

amazed

Ikarin u nv fail to amaze. This is not the way to start your year. You're lucky that they were all drunk before u. This wasn't the way u wanted things to be.
It's such a cold, cold, cold new year.
Shit.

2010 seems to have just fallen into pieces

Nothing more to add.

Drunk

Does being drunk feels like this? I don't feel warmth. I don't feel anything. I hear laughter in the background, but.. That's in the background only. So what has 2010 brought?? I don't dare to wonder...