就那一點，那麼難嗎？？

已經說的清清楚楚，請不要動我的東西，真的真的有那麼難嗎？？

我還把它們都蓋著，放在一旁，讓你門用剩餘的空間，還不夠嗎？

為甚麼，你們到底几時才肯把我放在眼里呢？難道說，家人就能這樣嗎？

感覺上，雖然自己那麼大的一間房，怎麼一點私人空間都沒有？？

我到底搬回來幹嘛？？？

好，我道歉，我自私。有些東西是我的，我真的不想share可以嗎？還要我問你們的意見嗎？

有時也不是說我不要share，但事實是你們為了要哄小孩子，而弄壞對我有sentimental value的東西，你說我還幹讓你們拿嗎？你們根本不尊重我的東西啊，不尊重我啊。

請你們，開始把我放在眼里。我也是人，需要我的空間，還有我是有我自己的意見的ok.

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或許是我們太不一樣了。

0_0 a common scenario

For example: To alight at Clementi MRT station

Bus approaching NTUC Clementi.. thinks to myself: oh please do not forget to alight.

By the time I look up again, SHIT I'm leaving the MRT station stop already.

No choice, can only alight next stop, or 2 stops later depending on how late I realise.

Gas meter check

For once, the person who checks the gas meter managed to get into the house.

Not because I wanted to let him in, but so coincidental that my door was opened and he was standing outside. :S

Guy: Gas meter. Gas meter.

Me: Oh, ok. You want to come in?

Guy: (gives a look - is this person dumb?)

Me: (thinking to myself: how i know right?) (opens gate)

Guy walks into kitchen. I follow.

Guy: (looks left and right)

Me: (looks left and right)

Guy: Where is the gas meter?

Me: (shocked that he doesn't know after checking so many houses) I don't know? (like how the hell I will know lah....)

Me: Under the stove? (opens cupboard under stove)

Maid: (looks at us)

Me: (to maid) Do you know where is the gas meter?

Maid: I don't know. Maybe you can try next cupboard.

Me: (opens next cupboard) uh..i don't think so.

--All this while the guy was quite useless....--

Me: (looks around, feeling a little amused that no one knows) (ah, I think I see it) Ok, I think it's there.

Finally, we found the gas meter...........

I wonder if they can send more competent and useful and efficient staff to check gas meters instead next time.........

我所以為的我，根本不是我

曾經以為自己沒那麼喜歡social的東西，現在發現了沒有朋友真的不行。

原本還擔心可能會封閉自己，發現那根本不是我啊。

多麼希望有人能了解，有人能體諒，有人會關心。

多麼希望，時時刻刻身旁都會有個人，有個真的懂我的。

沒人時，惡夢開始。開始胡思亂想，開始怕，開始徬徨，開始不理智。

害怕黑暗，連睡覺都開著燈。生命中的燈光，似乎好遠好遠了。似乎都看不到了。

現在的我，真的是我嗎？還是說，以前的我，不是我呢？

沒感覺，沒想法，只是我的逃避吧。

沒失去過，真的不會懂..

快樂似乎好遠，

傷心似乎也沒離開過。

也過了一段時間了。

也該習慣了吧。

但是真的習慣，還是都感覺都麻木了呢？

UP!

Up, up and away! Poof!

If you don't let go, the 'olds' are only burdens and you can never fly up.

If you don't move on, you will never embark on a new adventure and your life stays stagnant.

Nat's funny cousins

Incident 1:

Cousin 1: We're going to a offshore island from Phuket.
Me: Oh, what's the name of the island?
Cousin 1: I think it's called Pulau Ubin.
Me: -,-:


Incident 2:

Cousin 2: We were watching Princess Diaries 2 last night right?
Me: Yea right.
Cousin 2: Oh, so did you watch Princess Diaries 1?
Me: Nah I didn't.
Cousin 2: Is Princess Diaries 1 out yet then?
Me: -,-: Mei mei, you tell me if the second movie will be out before the first one. -,-: