是我越來越像你
還是隱形了自己
小心翼翼你的語氣
配合你的表情
我的好勝心為你捨棄
以為這就是愛情
直到自己 沒空氣
才發現 不能再繼續
我不願意
再為了討你的歡喜
別讓我的心
就像是上緊發條的節拍器
我的呼吸
慢慢跟不上節拍器
最初的設定
我們交叉在不同頻率 歸零
最初的設定
我們交叉在不同 頻率
放棄 時間把我們一起囚禁
快樂傷心
愛要多少世紀
才能夠停止尋覓
不再演你愛的自己
妥協了語氣 節拍器
在細數我的哭泣
可不可以
不用再等著你靠近
我可以安靜
聆聽時間倒轉的旋律
暫停
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Looking thru my posts..
Looking thru my posts, I kept looking at the word "bygone".
When I was typing my posts on cockroaches, Nat told me that "yes the thing is literally by-gone", like you spray and then it'll be gone.
I had my doubts, but was too lazy to check.
Today I decided to open my cabinet...
To Nat: The thing that you like so much.... is called "Baygon".
When I was typing my posts on cockroaches, Nat told me that "yes the thing is literally by-gone", like you spray and then it'll be gone.
I had my doubts, but was too lazy to check.
Today I decided to open my cabinet...
To Nat: The thing that you like so much.... is called "Baygon".
New cat in house :)
Introducing Canelle (Ke-nae-li) - since Mont Blanc was named so cos she (no, he) came in a Mont Blanc paper bag, i guess this kitten's name should be Canelle :)Canelle is barely 6 weeks old as of now, and can only take her vaccinations (however this word is spelt!) this friday. Currently, she's under quarrantine (great, i can't remember the spelling of this word as well) so she is kept to this corner of the house. But it's a really great corner with boxes and boards and pet house and cage for her to play with. Only threat is that Mont Blanc is able to jump in to get her (him?).
I believe Canelle is now having a sore throat, from meowing, or rather mewing too much. The constant sound in the house now is this mewing that sounded like a siren at first, but now it's a bit dry-sounding already. Canelle's favourite activity is to stretch its front paw far out of the little hole on her box, and try to get whoever's walking by. She is quite cute, but irritating as well. :\
Just hope that Mont Blanc can live harmoniously with Canelle, and that they won't both gang up against Silly Summer one day. :(
Some truths
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You feel worn out, physically and mentally. Recently the going has been tough and it looks as if there is still a considerable way for you to go before you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If only you could put a protecting wall around yourself and cut yourself off from the rest of the world - be it even for only a little while - how wonderful it would be, but you can't - so you need to bear with it. Just when everything will seem at its lowest ebb you will find that there is a turnabout and your problems will seem to find a way of resolving themselves.
You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.
You know what you want and you are very dogmatic and demanding - especially in your emotional demands. You have specific ideas and beliefs and if these beliefs are not realised you can become extremely frustrated. You may not be that perfect but you are looking for perfection with the perfect partner.
Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.
You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.
You feel worn out, physically and mentally. Recently the going has been tough and it looks as if there is still a considerable way for you to go before you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If only you could put a protecting wall around yourself and cut yourself off from the rest of the world - be it even for only a little while - how wonderful it would be, but you can't - so you need to bear with it. Just when everything will seem at its lowest ebb you will find that there is a turnabout and your problems will seem to find a way of resolving themselves.
You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.
You know what you want and you are very dogmatic and demanding - especially in your emotional demands. You have specific ideas and beliefs and if these beliefs are not realised you can become extremely frustrated. You may not be that perfect but you are looking for perfection with the perfect partner.
Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.
You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.
losing grip of reality...
Flashbacks in my mind... are they in Singapore or Hong Kong? Or China?
My mind seems so jumbled up, and images sneak into my mind unknowingly anywhere, at anytime.. It takes several moments to figure out where exactly was this image photographed in my mind. To think that I can't differentiate between Singapore, a place where I've lived for about 20 years and Hong Kong, a place where I've lived for barely 20 weeks.
Looking at photos overseas... I really look forward to the next time I step out of Singapore again. When will that be...?
Not only are the realities in my mind mixed up, my dreams are interfering with my life too! I cannot remember if I saw a message in my dream, or if the person really sms-ed me. I seem to have adopted a habit of deleting messages unknowingly when I open them to read in my half-awake state, only to wake up and wonder what really happened.
Well well, is the root of the problem.. lack of sleep?? Or is my mind being spinned into a state of hyperreality already, where nothing seems real, nothing seems fake..
My mind seems so jumbled up, and images sneak into my mind unknowingly anywhere, at anytime.. It takes several moments to figure out where exactly was this image photographed in my mind. To think that I can't differentiate between Singapore, a place where I've lived for about 20 years and Hong Kong, a place where I've lived for barely 20 weeks.
Looking at photos overseas... I really look forward to the next time I step out of Singapore again. When will that be...?
Not only are the realities in my mind mixed up, my dreams are interfering with my life too! I cannot remember if I saw a message in my dream, or if the person really sms-ed me. I seem to have adopted a habit of deleting messages unknowingly when I open them to read in my half-awake state, only to wake up and wonder what really happened.
Well well, is the root of the problem.. lack of sleep?? Or is my mind being spinned into a state of hyperreality already, where nothing seems real, nothing seems fake..
Friday, February 6, 2009
what a semester...
it's weird how much work there is to do this semester...
it's only week 4 now, and this is the -number dunno how many- night that I am staying up late to complete homework, and for this time, it's really rushing through the night!
Gosh, it's like some retribution for not doing work last few semesters.... must have accumulated sins too much. :(
luckily, something to look forward to when i wake up later. a new kitten in house!!!! :)
it's only week 4 now, and this is the -number dunno how many- night that I am staying up late to complete homework, and for this time, it's really rushing through the night!
Gosh, it's like some retribution for not doing work last few semesters.... must have accumulated sins too much. :(
luckily, something to look forward to when i wake up later. a new kitten in house!!!! :)
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